26 December 2013

Twenty Thirteen in Review



All Praise to Almighty Allah for His Kindness and Mercy. Salawat and Salam to the Holy Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.

Nothing much is happening in 2013, or is it?

I have made a forecast at the end of 2012 that I will not be travelling much in 2013 compared to the previous years. And yes, the prediction is true. Unlike past journeys to exotic places like Tokyo, Paris, Milan (and Venice) and Istanbul, in 2013 I only went to a more sedate kind of places such as Kunming, Hanoi, few times to Singapore and couple of times to Kota Kinabalu.

The reason for this self inflicted travel control is solely due to EMBA, short for Executive Master of Business Administration. I’ve enrolled to the EMBA program for 2 years starting 2013. My mostly sleepy weekends usually after the sumptuous home cooked breakfast prepared by my dearest Jay, will be quickly fade in a distant memory for these two exigent back-to-college years. If that wasn’t sacrificial enough, I even had to forgo my favourite cricket slogging afternoons at those serene green ovals.

Not entirely though, on the cricket thingy. Once in a while I did play in a few matches both friendly and competitive in nature (albeit at social club cricket level). As usual, I managed to strike 2 to 3 wickets per game and hit couple of fours while batting, and won a medal or two.

2013 also saw the 13th General Election. I’m deeply concerned on the sickening Chinese Tsunami voting trend. In my small little circle of influence, I’ll do my best to offset that effect. The best thing is to equip ourselves with the required knowledge, exercise constraints and to always seize the opportunity.

The other thing about me is that I’m quite a complacent guy. I’m the type of person who not normally concerned about changing jobs. It has been a steady 8 years at my current job. Nevertheless, I have been hunted and tracked down by Head Hunters (Talent Recruitment Agencies), twice in 2013. This happened merely by just updating the word EMBA in my Linked-In info.

In the second occasion, I have been interviewed by many mat sallehs with first names like Matt, Geoff, Joe, Colin, Brad and Sarah, either face-to-face or via voice over half a day time zone difference. Who knows, maybe I have the chance to end the 8 year stagnation.

My kids, the delights of my life, they are all grown up. Ahwaz just finished his 5 year high schooling at STAR, which happens also to be my alma mater. Awateef was really enjoying herself at SMK Bandar Sunway (SMKBS) of which her mom was the form teacher. She did many marvellous things like getting the highest marks in her English and few other subjects, to writing a short story which then published in the school magazine etc. Wassem had a few health issues and twice been admitted to the hospitals. He is moving to SMKBS, hopefully he will gain some benefits there. And my Ayra is transforming from the sweet adorable little princess to a beautiful and smart early teen age girl.  Meanwhile, my wife and I are enjoying ourselves looking after them.

Adieu 2013. Thank you for everything. 

May Almighty Allah grant His Kindness and Mercy to us all for the coming 2014.

30 November 2013

Position Paper ECON740: The ETP NKEA for the Oil & Gas Industry is not supporting the Bumiputera Economic Agenda



Introduction

With much hype on the Economic Transformation Plan (ETP), announced by the Malaysian Government under the leadership of Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib, as well as the importance to have effective delivery system through the GLCs, one may question whether the stakeholders are putting the Bumiputera Economic Agenda in their planning, or even make it among their priorities.

We shall take a look at what’s what and who’s who in the current economic discussions and heated debates as well as accusations on many sides of the equations of the Bumiputera Economic Agenda, focusing on the Oil & Gas industry.

After elucidating all the facts and figures as well as from the writer’s own personal involvement in the Oil & Gas industry in Malaysia, we will make an attempt to make a clear position on whether the ETP National Key Economic Areas (NKEA) for the Oil & Gas Industry is not supporting the Bumiputera Economic Agenda, or otherwise.

The ETP, NKEA OGE and the EPPs Explained 

The Economic Transformation Program (ETP) is an initiative by the Malaysian government under the New Economic Model (NEM) to turn Malaysia into a high income economy by the year of 2020. It is managed by an agency under the Prime Minister Department of Malaysia.

Launched on 21st September 2010, the ETP is a comprehensive economic transformation plan to propel Malaysia's economy into high income economy. The program will lift Malaysia's Gross National Income (GNI) to US$523 billion by 2020, and raise per capita income from US$6,700 to at least US$15,000, meeting the World Bank's threshold for high income nation.

Various sectors for development have been identified and are called National Key Economic Areas (NKEA). There are 12 identified NKEAs will be the key driver to the success of this program as such activities have the potential to contribute significantly to the growth of the economy of Malaysia.
One of the NKEA is the Oil, Gas and Energy (OGE) sector. As of 2010 the energy sector has been an important part of Malaysia’s economic growth and constitutes about 20 percent of Gross Domestic Product (GDP).

The Malaysian government plans to increase diversification of the energy industry, increase exploration for new oil and gas resources as well as enhancing production from known reserves. The government is working to meet these goals of what it calls "entry point projects" or EPPs. The government wants the energy sectors contribution to GNI to rise from RM110 billion in 2009 to RM241 billion in 2020. Achieving these goals will require RM218 billion in funding, of which PETRONAS will be contributing to the most of it through the EPPs.

The Roles of PETRONAS in the Oil & Gas Sector

PETRONAS (Petroliam Nasional Berhad) was founded on 17th August 1974. Wholly owned by the Government of Malaysia, the corporation is the custodian of the entire oil and gas resources in Malaysia and is entrusted with the responsibility of developing and adding value to these resources. PETRONAS is ranked among Fortune Global 500's largest corporations in the world. Fortune ranks PETRONAS as the 68th largest company in the world in 2012. It also ranks PETRONAS as the 12th most profitable company in the world and the most profitable in Asia.

Since its incorporation, PETRONAS has grown to be an integrated international oil and gas company with business interests in 35 countries. As of the end of March 2005, the PETRONAS Group comprised 103 wholly owned subsidiaries, 19 partly owned outfits and 57 associated companies. Together, these companies make the PETRONAS Group, which is involved in various oil and gas based activities. The Financial Times has identified PETRONAS as one of the "new seven sisters" the most influential and mainly state-owned national oil and gas companies.

The PETRONAS group is engaged in a wide spectrum of petroleum activities, including upstream exploration and production of oil and gas to downstream oil refining and others.
PETRONAS is such a very important entity that provides a substantial source of income for the Malaysian Government, with estimated of about 45% of the government's budget dependent on PETRONAS' dividend.

For the ETP NKEA for OGE, PETRONAS will invest substantially to carry out the EPPs projects and increasing exploration activities for new oil and gas resources as well as enhancing production from known reserves.

The GLCs, GLICs and PETRONAS

The Government Linked Companies or GLCs are defined as companies that have a primary commercial objective and in which the Malaysian Government has a direct controlling stake. Controlling stake refers to the Government’s ability (not just percentage ownership) to appoint Board of Directors (BOD) members, senior management, make major decisions such as contract awards, strategy, restructuring and financing, acquisitions and divestments etc. for GLCs either directly or through the Government-Linked Investment Companies  or GLICs.

Whereas, the GLICs are defined as the Federal Government linked investment companies that allocate some or all of their funds to GLC investments. The Federal Government will have influence in the appointing and approving BOD members and senior management, and having these individuals report directly to the Government, as well as providing funds for operations  and guaranteeing capital placed by unit holders.

The transformation of GLCs into high-performing entities is critical for the future prosperity of Malaysia as the GLCs constitute a significant part of the economic structure of the nation. GLCs employ an estimated 5% of the national workforce and account for approximately 36% and 54% respectively of the market capitalisation of Bursa Malaysia and the benchmark Kuala Lumpur Composite Index. Even with active divestment and privatisation, GLCs remain the main service providers to the nation in key strategic utilities and services including electricity, telecommunications, postal services, airlines, airports, public transport, water and sewerage, banking and financial services.

While PETRONAS is not under the same category of the GLCs or GLICs mentioned above, it is by virtue the single most important GLC in Malaysia, with annual revenue of more than RM300 billion, which more than the total of the annual revenues of other GLCs and GLICs combined.

MTEM Laments at PETRONAS 

MTEM stands for Majlis Tindakan Ekonomi Melayu (Malay Economic Action Council), is the national umbrella organisation for the Malay economic-based NGOs. There are also about 120 of similar state level NGO organisations under MTEM, which represents more than 500,000 of ethnic Malay businesses. MTEM also acts a pressure group to ensure practical and amicable actions to be taken by the Government with regard to raise the level of socio-economics of the Bumiputera.

Upon the recent announcement of PETRONAS to award a RM10 billion worth of offshore hook-up, commissioning and maintenance services contract to six local service providers, MTEM cynically offered a congratulatory message to PETRONAS who has been ‘generous’ enough to make big announcement as well as media release in their corporate website, which is not the normal practice.

In their media release on 19th November 2013, according to MTEM, they are not really interested in questioning either in the legality or the ‘Malayness’ statuses of the so-called local service providers.
MTEM seems to be very interested in comparing the massive RM200 billion of capital expenditure in PETRONAS as the RM10 billion give away will be around 5% only. They argued that the message by the Prime Minister urging PETRONAS to disperse around RM100 billion for the Vendor Develop Program (VDP) for 22 work scopes through the Bumiputera economic enhancing program, was not taken to heed. Thus the RM10 billion will be too diminutive to be used as a comparison.

An initial reaction by PETRONAS to this accusation by MTEM was to have their own media release on the next day i.e. on 20th November 2013 by making announcement that PETRONAS has appointed 3 new Bumiputera vendors under its Vendor Development Program (VDP). 

PETRONAS go on stating that the VDP has the primary objective of creating resilient and competitive Bumiputera entrepreneurs in oil and gas-related manufacturing and technical services of medium and high technology with an import-substitution end-goal.  

PETRONAS however, seemed to again failed to provide justification on the reason why since the first VDP vendor in PETRONAS was appointed in 1994 (as of to date, some 79 VDP companies), and collectively they have over the years been awarded contracts worth more than RM7.5 billion, which again a very small figure comparatively.

MTEM went on to argue and echoing the Prime Minister urge that the success of the VDP program in any GLC companies, including PETRONAS will be used as the Key Performance Indicator (KPI) for its President and CEO. It seems that since Tan Sri Shamsul took over the PETRONAS leadership, he has seen to be less effective in the implementing this very important KPI.

The accusation by MTEM is equipped with facts and figures. As an example the Exploration & Production (E&P) work scopes as well as all the upstream activities such as Drilling & Completion, Seismic Monitoring and others are still being monopolised by foreign companies. Whereas the Development works such as Engineering, Design & Construction including the Hook Up Commissioning and Topside Major Maintenance, where previously were given to Bumiputera companies, now only for selected local companies only. To make it worst, PETRONAS has made it mandatory for the local companies to make joint venture exercise with foreign companies.

According to MTEM, of the 79 VDP companies mentioned by PETRONAS, what was left is only 11 companies. The 3 new additional VDP companies announced just one day after MTEM media release will not do any justice. 

MTEM believes that there are a lot more space for the Bumiputera contractors and suppliers to play their roles in PETRONAS. The VDP program for example should be strengthened and not systematically marginalised, and its implementation should be extended from 5 years to at least 10 years. This will provide chance for companies to implement effective and holistic business modules through sound investment, development and trainings.

MTEM is also urging PETRONAS to be more sincere and to have faith in the capability of the Bumiputera oil and gas entrepreneurs to carry out the complex and highly technical work scopes. The capability of Bumiputera entrepreneurs has been proven through many accolades received in the international arena where some of the Bumiputera companies successfully completed upstream projects with foreign oil and gas companies. These Bumiputera companies are well respected for their efficiency and competitive pricing offers. It is therefore very unfortunate that the very same companies are being sidelined by Malaysia own GLC i.e. PETRONAS.

PETRONAS’ Roles in Supporting the Bumiputera Agenda

In a slightly different tone, and not really taking cue of the MTEM claims, PETRONAS CEO and President Tan Sri Shamsul Azhar Abbas claimed that PETRONAS will continue in helping Bumiputera companies, but put a standard well known statement i.e. it will not award contracts to those with no track record in the oil and gas sector.

PETRONAS’ practice is not to sideline Bumiputera companies but awards projects to them based on merit, transparency and competency. Based on 2012 figures, according to PETRONAS they gave out RM52.48 billion in contracts to companies which were majority-owned by  the Bumiputera. It was almost double the RM29.35 billion awarded in 2011. In 2010, the total was RM25.97 billion.

Tan Sri Shamsul also said that while PETRONAS welcomed the participation from Bumiputera companies, it would not directly award projects to companies without oil and gas expertise and experience, as the operations and project delivery will be at risk in the hands of incompetent and inexperienced partners (read Bumiputera companies).

In a different twist to the issue brought by MTEM, PETRONAS said that they are currently working closely with those who wanted to improve and enhance their capabilities, such as the Malaysian Oil and Gas Services Council (MOGSC), an association of 430 members, of which 90% are Bumiputera companies.
This has been concurred by MOGSC president Sofiyan Yahya who in the opinion over the years more and more Bumiputera companies have changed their business strategy from just being agents to actually doing the job themselves. Sofiyan also said that its members found PETRONAS’ services exportable as they followed international standards.

He also dismissed claims that companies that could not secure jobs are caught in a chicken and egg situation, meaning that they cannot build a track record which is necessary to win contracts.
Sofiyan offered that those who held such views did not understand the nature and needs of the industry, where when a big contract is handed to an industry player, a whole range of services needed to be provided, for example, foreign oil majors in the country need to hire locals for support services and are rarely ever standalones.

Sofiyan argument is seen to be more from the actual implementing companies and from sub-contractors point of view, which could make a lot sense and more practical, compared to the macro view by MTEM.

In a similar fashion, the PETRONAS Chief Operating Officer (COO) Datuk Wan Zulkiflee Wan Ariffin said in 2012, about 75% of its contracts worth RM70 billion were awarded to majority owned Bumiputera companies. The numbers seems to be contradicted by the one given by Tan Sri Shamsul by about RM20 billion. In an even contradicting report, the New Straits Times (NST) has quoted that PETRONAS has always put in practice the equal opportunity by giving RM70 billion in contracts awarded to Malay-majority firms in 2012.

According to Datuk Wan Zulkiflee, PETRONAS has close to 4,500 licensed and registered vendors, 94% of which are Bumiputera companies.

He went on to say that to ensure that they will not be accused of cronyism practises, PETRONAS employed a Chief Integrity Officer (CIO) seconded from the Malaysia Anti-Corruption Commission and a few of its officers sit in our tender committee on key tenders. 

What both CEO and COO failed to mention was it is their KPI as the leaders in a GLC company to ensure the success of the VDP program in PETRONAS.

Tun Mahathir’s Point of View 

Whenever there are issues in the nation, it is very interesting to hear what Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad our most respected senior statesman has to say. According to Dr Mahathir as a GLC, PETRONAS must toe the line and support government policies, in particular the New Economic Policy (NEP) which offers special rights to the Bumiputera community.

Dr Mahathir, who is also PETRONAS former adviser, insisted that the present government under Datuk Seri Najib Razak has yet to dismantle the NEP, a pro-Bumiputera affirmative action policy that was mooted in 1971 but implemented mostly during Dr Mahathir’s administration.

“The current government policy as far as I know, includes implementing the NEP. The government has not rejected the NEP. This means PETRONAS is also involved (in implementing the NEP),” the former prime minister told the press. But adding a disclaimer, Dr Mahathir said although Bumiputera firms should be accorded special treatment from PETRONAS, this must be based on merit.

“To protect (Bumiputera firms), it must be because of merits too. Those without any merit cannot be protected,” Dr Mahathir said.

Dr Mahathir was responding to the newspaper’s report recently on complaints from MTEM that several PETRONAS has begun sidelining Bumiputera-owned firms. He also informed that he too had received similar complaints and had passed along the concerns to the top management of PETRONAS.

“My work (as adviser), I’ve informed the PETRONAS President (Tan Sri Shamsul Azhar Abbas) about these issues (complaints that PETRONAS for sidelining Malays),” he was quoted as saying.

With regard to the NEP, it ended officially in 1990, but the key aspects of its Malay/Bumiputera-preferred action plan remains in various forms years later. When Datuk Seri Najib took on the reins of the country in 2009, he sought to burnish his reformist and liberalist image with pledges to revamp the administration, even introducing the New Economic Model (NEM) to replace the NEP.

The NEM was launched on 30th March 2010, with an eye on doubling the nation’s per capita income by the year 2020 to an estimated US$15,000 (RM49,500).

The three underlying themes of this dream were “high income, sustainability and inclusiveness”, as the Prime Minister stressed on the need to reduce fiscal disparity between the rich and poor without relying on affirmative action policies ala the NEM.

But faced with harsh objections from many within his own team, and even worse, from a large segment of the Malay-dominated Malaysian electorate, Najib has had to rollback on some of these pledges slowly over the years.

Just weeks before he sought re-election as UMNO president this year, the Prime Minister announced a new Bumiputera economic agenda, which some have termed as the “pro-Bumiputera NEM”, effectively giving the NEP a new lease on life.

The Government Announcement on the Bumiputera Economic Council

To quickly address the pressing issues mooted by MTEM and the corresponding lame responds from PETRONAS, the Government has announced new measures and strategies to empower the Bumiputera economy, with the Prime Minister himself heading the Bumiputera Economic Council (Majlis Ekonomi Bumiputera or MEB), which will be set up soon.

Najib said the MEB, will implement five main strategies as a continuation of the implementation of the Bumiputera economic empowerment agenda. He said the focus areas will include enhancing Bumiputera equity ownership in the corporate sector as well as asset ownership.

One of the main measures in this strategy is the setting of targets for all Chief Executive Officers (CEO) of government-linked companies (GLCs), including for projects awarded to vendors. This means that all GLC CEOs will have a KPI specifically on Bumiputera economic development in their job scope. In addition, in all government ministries, there will also be a Bumiputera Development Unit, responsible for formulating proposals and implementing Bumiputera agenda initiatives. With this announcement and measures, the CEOs like Tan Sri Shamsul will have to put priorities in the Bumiputera agenda, and not mere offering lip services.

The Government stressed that it will ensure the Bumiputera socio-economic development agenda is effectively implemented and the delivery system will also be strengthened to create an efficient, comprehensive and constructive ecosystem.

Further Observation and Conclusion  

The ETP is seen to be a forward looking economic plan by the Malaysian Government under the leadership of Datuk Seri Najib. The NKEA OGE in the ETP has sufficiently addressed the needs for the required holistic development in the sector which contributes more than 20% of the GDP.

PETRONAS is transforming itself from a National Oil Company (NOC) to a multinational integrated energy giants competing with the likes of Shell and ExxonMobil. PETRONAS has to be seen to be competitive and inclusiveness. 

However, being a wholly owned by the Malaysian Government, PETRONAS is in fact a GLC, and bound to advocate and support national interests. Among the top priority is to develop the Bumiputera economy to become resilient so that the majority population will close the apparent economic gap between the Bumiputera and the minorities especially from the Chinese ethnic.

Yes, it is acknowledged that the ETP National Key Economic Areas (NKEA) for the Oil & Gas Industry is a good platform to increase the economic cake, but on its own do not have the specific mechanism to support the Bumiputera Economic Agenda.

Most of the Bumiputera companies which involved in the Oil & Gas will be looking forward with full enthusiasm on the details of the MEB and the mechanism, the checks and balances, especially now the strengthening of the Bumiputera Economic Agenda will be put as the KPI for all GLCs and GLICs CEOs.

References

1.       www.pemandu.gov.my
2.       www.khazanah.com.my
3.       www.petronas.com.my
4.       www.mtem.my
5.       www.mogsc.org.my
6.       The New Straits Times
7.       The STAR
8.       The Edge
9.       Sinar Harian

31 December 2012

2012: Year in Review


Traveling: 
2012 brought me to many places:
- Tokyo & Yokohama in Japan
- transit in Doha
- first time to Italy to Milan and spent some time visiting Venice and Como
- went for the fifth time to Istanbul and made my way to Bursa
- stopped by at Ashgabat and proceed to Turkmenbashi in Turkmenistan.
- not to mention several times to Singapore and many places in Malaysia.

Career:
Still working in the current company ... since rezeki saya masih di sini. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Family:
Enjoying each and every moment with them.

Love:
Love is all around us. Love also my nippy CR-Z and my Seamaster.

My regrets:
No, no regrets.

My achievements:
.... maybe there were a few, but as the saying goes:
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

On cricket:
 .... when time permits, I join my friend for batting practice with the bowling machine in Seksyen 20 Shah Alam.

The conditions of my iman:
How I wish that I could constantly be in remembrance of Almighty Allah. Many a times, I have committed sins, and I seek forgiveness from Him (same like last year, will be the same for the rest of time).

For 2013:
Hope for the best, work and strive for the best, insya Allah everything will be ok.

01 March 2012

Getting Used to being Used

Come to think of it, I think that we (mere mortals) are just assets. We are just tools for the higher beings. Playing infinitesimal roles in a much bigger settings and for a very much grandeur purposes.

My personal experiences amply testify to the above. Here are but just glimpses of the many anecdotes throughout my simple life.

As a mere driver:
It has been weeks that I haven’t got in touch with my elder sister (now in Makkah, performing Hajj) a divorcee, who is not only lovely but had many trials and tribulations in her life. Suddenly out of nothing I had this urge to call her. Called her I did, and then went straight to where she was, to find out that she was in trouble as she had no transport to bring her home. She was surprised to see me. She told me that she wished that the Almighty could help her as she was clearly in distress. And walla, her little brother came to her rescue.

Ringgit in thy wallet:
It was a Friday noon. I was at the mosque nearby to my office. Before taking the wudhu, I normally eat a banana from the bunch given as sedekah. Then I saw a man. He was an elderly man. He wore a ragged baju Melayu, albeit a clean one. There were some patches on the baju. But then I remembered, our dear Prophet s.a.w. also had those. Anyway, then there was this urge, came to me at that instant, as if telling me to give fifty ringgit to him. Checking my wallet, I realised that I have only sixty bucks, and I haven’t had my lunch yet. Not to mention that there will be toll to pay on my way back home after office. Ahh, I think maybe this feeling, whatever it was, will soon be over after taking the wudhu. Served me right, leaving the ablution room, I saw again this man. Then suddenly there’s the first azan. The urge was getting stronger, and I had to submit to it. Just after the azan and before the solat sunat, I quickly took the fifty ringgit note and went to him and put in his palm, and quickly went away and joined the rest as the jamaah readied for the sunat prayer. I thought I saw him raising his hand praising the Almighty for whatever need that has been fulfilled.

After the Jumaat prayer, a friend of mine offered to treat me for lunch.

Famous Amos for the anonymous:
Every week or so, without fail, I will buy Famous Amos cookies for my kids. All of them, especially Ayra loved the ‘no nut’ cookies. Normally, I bought about 200 or 300 grams after my meetings at KLCC or the nearby KL Sentral and then took the Putra LRT and stopped at Taman Jaya where I normally parked my car. That day, not only I bought the ‘no nut’ cookies for the kids, but two deliciously-looking big soft cookies for their mom (my dearest Jay).

From KLCC the train was quite full as it was about 5 pm. Being typical me, I don’t give a damn about the people on the train, as you could find many sorts of people riding the train. But then, there was one particular man. Short but stocky. Looked tired. And I don’t really care. He looked foreign. Maybe he was from the Philippines. Again I don’t care. But, as if I was forced to listen to a conversation between him and another person. From the bits and pieces, I knew that this guy is a Sabahan from Bajau ethnic and came to KL looking for job last week, which until now hadn’t had the luck yet. He was on his way to Kelana Jaya, where there was an opportunity for work. Then my mobile started to ring and there was a call from one of my customers now in Turkmenistan. I was in deep conversation together with the noise in the train and that Taman Jaya station was the next stop. Then this urge came again. The urge to give the Famous Amos cookies to this fella. What the ...?

Then again, I thought, my kids can do without cookies this time, and maybe tomorrow I’ll buy for them. But this man who travelled from his faraway home in this concrete jungle would definitely deserve the cookies more than my kids (and my wifey). Without second thought, when the train stopped at Taman Jaya, after the doors were opened for alight, I passed him the cookies. It really caught him by surprise, but he smiled and thanked me.

I would have replied, “Hey, it wasn’t me.”

A handsome guy with a sport hybrid:
The other day, I was on my way back from my office which almost 70 km away from my house. It's been a kind of mundane ritual that everyday I would stop over either in Tesco or Aeon in Puchong to purchase 'something' (pizza, McD, KFC etc.) for my kids  or buying some groceries when I received 'orders' from either the wife or kids via WhatApps.

Anyway, one fine day I think I was a wee bit stylish in my attire. I was wearing a Zara navy blue blazer along with my Levi's button-fly 501, complete with brown leather Clarks Chelsea boots. I remember buying this nice pair of boots in Bicester Village near Oxford last summer. I then parked my car at the sideway parking in front of Tesco and ready to alight from the car. Not before looking at the rear-view mirror to make sure that I looked great, and glancing the time at my Omega Seamaster Professional (the one that James Bond wore in Goldeneye), slightly adjusting the Tiffany & Co. sterling silver ring on my finger, while taking a grip at my iPhone ...

While I was completely and almost totally immersed by my ownself, I heard a knock on the car window. An elderly petite Indian lady keep on knocking and started mumbling in an incomprehensible words and she was very animated and using a lot of hand gestures. I then switch off the BFM radio station and turn off the ignition key and got out from the car.

I went straight to the lady and wanted to find out what was that all about.

"Ada apa ni aci?" I said to her calmly. Then I put my arm onto her shoulders, patting her very gently.

"Boleh cerita semula tak?"

She then narrated that, her scooter was broken down and had to get it fixed and it costs her some RM32, and she's now kinda late for an interview as a nurse in the nearby Columbia Asia Hospital and bla bla bla .... maybe if I could assist her by lending her that amount of money.

"Ohhh ...." I just smiled.

"Itu small problem aci," I keep on putting my smile and gave her RM50, and nodded to say goodbye.

"Terima kasih Encik."

I turned around and wanting to say this to her, "It's not a problem, it's my pleasure to assist a fellow human being ... and I know I'm currently being used again. Of which I don't mind at all."


An Aerospace Engineer Aspirant

It has been almost six months, I was in my new role as the Industry Expert in a big GLC. I'm very grateful to be doing what I think I'm good at, i.e. back to the Oil & Gas industry. Whereas, in the last three years, I was in the Aviation Industry, dealing with aircrafts and what not, which are my interests and hobby.

Ok, aircrafts, aerospace and aviation are my extreme passions, well, since I watched Top Gun, starring Tom Cruise. Which sane 18 year old boy wouldn't want to fly the supersonic fighter aircraft, donning leather jackets, riding superbike, wearing Ray Ban sunglasses, with gorgeous girlfriend, and what not, while thinking that he's also a not bad looking guy ?

Since my eyesight was poor, so the nearest to Top Gun was doing Aeronautical Engineering at Glasgow University. With some struggles (with my puppy-love life tragedy, the Scottish harsh weather and the difficult engineering courses, though not necessary in that order), I managed to graduate in the Summer of 1991.

The other day, while getting ready to go the office, my wife said that her auntie just passed away.

"Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun. We should ziarah and go to her funeral", I said.

"You can pick me up later at the office."

At noon, my wife dropped by at my office and we drove to Tanjong Karang. When we arrived, the funeral was already over, but we spend some time with the families and cousins of my wife. One cousin sister of hers together with her two children then accompanied us to visit the graveyard.

The sun was at its peak, and the day was very hot. So I put on my Texas cap, which I bought recently on my way to the NASA Johnson Space Centre in Houston, which  I kept in my car.

After some doas and supplications to the roh of the arwah at the graveyard, we made our way back to our cars. I fondly hugged my wife's cousin's son and chatted with him. The thirteen year old boy said that he has the ambition to become an Aerospace Engineer.

"Really son ?"

"Uncle ni sebenarnya seorang Aerospace Engineer," and told him to study hard, and be good in Maths and Science, and one fine day, God Willing, your dream will be come true.

And I gave him my Texas cap.



30 December 2011

2011: Year in Review

Travelling:
I think I had enough of travelling. I have been to the fashionable Paris, the exotic Istanbul and the really modern Dubai, all of them twice in 2011. Not to mention to the red-dotted Singapore for the umpteen times. Within Malaysia, going to destinations like Kota Kinabalu, Miri, Bintulu, Kertih, JB and Penang were like my monthly routines. I think, I had easily clocked almost 100,000 km of air mileage, for this year alone.

Career:
How could I move up, across the corporate ladder if there are still people who are more senior than me, but seems oddly immovable? Darn. On top of that, I felt that the compensations, do not really commensurate with what I had contributed. It has been almost six years, I’m working in the current company, which seems to be longer than any of my previous jobs. Tak mengapalah, rezeki saya masih di sini. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Family:
As always, I try to be accommodative to my loved ones. Provide the necessaries and necessities. Pampered them with the little extras that I had.

Love:
In married life, and love in general, obviously there’re ups and downs. 2011 was mostly ups :)

My regrets:
By right, I shouldn’t have any regrets as kesemuanya sudah menjadi ketentuan Allah. Having said that, I was upset with the seemingly deteriorating condition of my mother’s dementia as well as my son’s failure to get all A’s in his PMR. I will do my best to assist my dear mother, and gave some serious ultimatum to my son for his own good.

My achievements:
Not really achievements, but more like something I do almost every day for living. Firstly, I successfully organized an event in KK, with minimum effort but maximum results. Secondly, with the grace of Almighty Allah, I was able to get two Russians and one Tatarstanian and had a good meeting with them in Istanbul on business matters with regard to Turkmenistan. As I said, I do these things everyday, those are but examples.

On cricket:
My batting sucks. My bowling quite reasonable. My Pakistan cricket team was doing well, and that matters.

The conditions of my iman:
How I wish that I could constantly be in remembrance of Almighty Allah. Many a times, I have committed sins, and I seek forgiveness from Him.

For 2012:
Maybe less travelling, more devotion in ibadah to Almighty Allah, less sins, more charity, more menimba ilmu, less doing the unworthy, more on the good things, less on the good-for-nothing.

05 September 2011

Glamour dari Sudut Pandangan Berbeza


Menurut kamus Oxford perkataan glamour merujuk kepada sesuatu yang menarik dan mempunyai kualiti yang mengujakan. Di samping itu glamour ada kaitan dengan apa jua yang mengasyikkan dan apa-apa yang memberi semacam kesan magis dan inspirasi dalam kehidupan kita seharian.

Berkisah tentang glamour dan kemasyhuran, kata Charlie Cox bintang kacak yang baru diperkenal dalam filem Stardust, “Fame terrifies me, when people know the real you, they won’t like you.” Kalau benar begitu, name and fame bukanlah sesuatu yang menyeronokkan sangat. Cuma perasaan terasa melonjak bila sudah menjadi celebrity sambil mata-mata yang tak berkedip memandang flash kamera paparazzi. Perasaan glamour juga akan terasa kalau kita sering mendampingi the who’s who in fashion, atau kita sendiri yang menjadi fashionista.

Apapun, kali ini dalam kita bercerita tentang glamorous people, saya berjanji pada my aunt Wirda, yang saya tak akan berkisah tentang glamour para celebrities dan artis kita yang selalunya, minta maaf cakap, over-rated. Saya cuba mengupas secara ringkas cerita di sebalik kehidupan personaliti lain yang terkenal dan amat glamour di era mereka. Saya cuba menulis dari sudut pandangan yang berbeza.


Want to lead 

a glamorous life 
but without love 
it ain’t much 

- Sheila E


Baru dua minggu lepas saya berkunjung ke kota Singa atas urusan pejabat. Sempat juga di sebelah malamnya saya singgah ke sekitar daerah penempatan Khatib dan Kampung Glam (memang betul ejaannya begitu). Sebenarnya Glam berasal dari perkataan gelam, sejenis tumbuhan eucalyptus yang boleh menjadi penawar kesakitan otot dan masalah pernafasan. Untuk pengetahuan anda minyak kayu putih yang serbaguna itu mempunyai ekstrak dari pokok gelam.

Di stesen MRT Khatib, saya singgah sebentar sambil memikirkan siapakah gerangan orang yang bernama Khatib yang namanya diberi penghormatan. Menurut lagenda dia ialah seorang lelaki yang alim tetapi telah dizalimi oleh Sultan ketika itu. Tetapi sebelum mati beliau sempat melafazkan sumpah buat Singapura. Kaum lelaki seperti yang anda semua kenal, amat literal. Men are literal, they mean what they say and say what they mean.

Nak dijadikan cerita akibat sumpahan itu beribu-ribu ekor ikan todak menyerang Singapura. Nasib baik ada seorang budak genius bernama Hang Nadim yang mencadangkan idea untuk menggunakan batang pisang bagi menangkis tujahan muncung ikan todak yang tajam lagi berbisa. Sebelum itu, akal para penduduk yang agak pendik dan hanya mampu memikir untuk menggunakan kedua betis mereka. Singapura kembali tenang dan aman. Cuma yang menyedihkan pemerintah masih tidak belajar dari kesilapan dahulu, masih mendengar nasihat yang kurang bijak. Hang Nadim pula dihukum bunuh.

Di Kampung Glam pula ada tersergam sebuah istana peninggalan Sultan Hussein yang kini dijadikan muzium. Akibat pengaruh Inggeris yang begitu kuat ketika itu, serta kesan penghijrahan besar-besaran kaum imigran dari Tanah Besar China, penduduk asal keturunan Melayu dan Arab terpaksa meninggalkan daerah Kampung Glam dan berhijrah dan menetap di sekitar Geylang Serai dan Eunos. Pokok gelam yang banyak di sinipun tak mampu menyelamat keadaan.

Apapun, di Kampung Glam saya begitu seronok menghirup secangkir teh bercampur daun pudina sambil menghembus shisha berperisa strawberi dan membayangkan keadaan di sini dua ratus tahun dahulu tentu berbeza. Paduka Sultan tentu hidup glamour bersama kemewahan dan kekuasaan yang ada sebelum Raffles tiba. Tapi bila kita hidup mewah dengan kekuasaan, pengaruh dan glamour, perlu sentiasa diingat ungkapan cerita Spiderman “With great power comes great responsibility.”

Tidak adakah mereka yang berkuasa, glamour dan bertanggungjawab?

Lalu teringat saya pada Cik Siti Wan Kembang. Permaisuri lagenda dari Kelantan di kurun ke-14. Baginda amat terkenal dengan kecantikan dan kebijaksaan. Yes, beauty and brain. Saya amat sukakan kombinasi itu. Patutlah kebanyakan perempuan dari Kelantan cantik-cantik belaka (no offense to the rest, you are beautiful too)!

Lupakan tentang cerita-cerita magis tentang Cik Siti Wan Kembang. Bagi penganalisa seperti saya, fakta tentang Cik Siti yang lebih menyebabkan saya teruja ialah catatan sejarah pertemuan pengembara terkenal Ibnu Batuta yang singgah di Kelantan dan sempat bertemu Baginda. Lambang rusa di bendera negeri Kelantan adalah sempena rusa yang menjadi pet peliharaan kesukaan Baginda.

Dua kurun selepas Cik Siti, ada pula celebrity lain di Melaka. Siapa lagi kalau bukan srikandi terkenal Tun Fatimah. Tun Fatimah adalah anak Bendahara Melaka. Ceritanya, habis semua adik beradik lelakinya dibunuh orang suruhan Sultan. Tapi cik Tun yang bukan sahaja anggun dan bijak serta penuh karisma sanggup bertahan dan berkahwin dengan Sultan Melaka. Demi negara, bangsa dan tanahair.

Di atas singgahsana, cik Tun yang sebenarnyalah bersama-sama Bendahara Tun Perak yang bertanggungjawab meluaskan empayar Melaka sampai ke Johor dan Riau. Dikatakan pihak Portugis lebih takutkan Tun Fatimah dari Sultan Melaka sendiri. Kalau bukan disebabkan pengkhianatan dari musuh dalam selimut oleh Si Kitul dan Raja Mendeliar (dan petualang lain dari Benua Keling) yang memberi rahsia kepada Portugis, belum tentu Melaka jatuh ke tangan penjajah.

Di kurun ke-20 yang lepas saya terpanggil untuk mengingatkan kita pada seorang wanita yang begitu glamour dalam kehidupan beliau. Srikandi zaman pra-kemerdekaan yang saya maksudkan ialah Ibu Zain. Menurut anak perempuannya, Ibu Zain ialah seorang wanita anggun dan sering bergaya dengan baju kurung putih dan berkain batik, berkasut tumit tinggi dan sentiasa berjalan dengan pantas dari rumah ke pejabat. Ibu Zain ialah perintis kaum wanita Melayu di dalam bidang pelajaran, seorang nasionalis kental dan aktivis politik yang berwibawa. Saya amat mengkagumi beliau.

Personaliti-personaliti glamour yang di atas mampu merubah keadaan dan nasib diri sendiri, anak bangsa dan juga negara tercinta. Kata Remy si tikus comel, chef glamour dan hero filem animasi Ratatouille, “Change is nature, the part that we can influence and it starts when we decide.”

Bagi saya inilah glamour yang memuncak. Mereka yang glamour ialah mereka yang menjadi sumber inspirasi dan kita semua patut mengambil iktibar dengan sejarah dan pencapaian mereka. Pepatah Latin ada menyebutkan “Historia est vitae magistra.” Sejarah adalah guru kehidupan. Kita harus membuat keputusan supaya ada perubahan dan pembaharuan dalam diri kita dan persekitaran kita.

Ia harus bermula sekarang.


Close your eyes 

and imagine this 
Eternal bliss 
your every wish 
at your finger tips 
and more … 

Perched on a throne 
near a stream 
So serene 
and exquisite a scene 
You've never seen 
Yet you still dream 
of more … 

Gone is grief, gone is fear 
Gone is pain, gone are tears 

- Ibn al Butaana



GLAM

16 August 2011

Catatan Lelaki Tipikal di Hari Raya

Words, they don’t come that easy. Itu yang aku rasakan bila my dear aunt Wirda menyuruhku menulis sesuatu di dalam majalah glamournya. Sebelum aku pergi lebih jauh, ingin ku perkenalkan diriku. I’m just a typical Malaysian male. The man that you see on the street, atau yang sama bergayut di dalam LRT. Too typical. Sehinggakan anda semua tak perlu tahu lebih lanjut. Tapi, hey, lelaki tipikal juga punya citarasa. Kami juga punya banyak cerita. Kadang-kadang kalau diberi peluang (seperti ini), cerita kami juga mungkin menarik. Di sini aku catatkan secebis kisah yang ringkas. Seringkas skirt wanita, long enough to cover the essentials but short enough to keep it interesting.

OK. Topik semasa. Tentang Hari Raya. Di waktu begini sering kita terpandang di muka akhbar akan gambar-gambar ceria para pelajar kita di unversiti luar negara. Dari US, dari UK, dari Eropah, Down Under, Jepun, Jordan dan lain-lain. Kalau gambar itu berlatar belakangkan salji yang tebal, lagi tambah menarik. Bagi mereka yang pernah ke sana, aisyehman, menyampah. Tetapi, tentu juga ada yang rasa sedikit iri hati, atau mungkin terbayang ‘kalaulah aku di situ’. Gambar-gambar ini selalu diiringi caption ucapan rindu buat ayah bonda dan keluarga tercinta. Tapi percayalah, di sebalik wajah-wajah ceria itu sebenarnya tercatat seribu satu kisah suka duka di perantauan.

Di hari raya, terkenang daku kepada si dia 

Kampungku indah nun jauh di sana, ayah serta bondaku


Hati sekeras manapun pasti terusik bila mendengar lagu Dendang Perantau. Terutama kalau benar-benar anda di perantauan. Dan aku, biar macho mana sekalipun kurasakan diriku, air mata sebak pasti mengalir. Rinduku teramat dalam pada kampung halaman nun jauh puluh ribuan batu, pada ibu ayah tercinta dan sang kekasih (kini bekas) yang ditinggalkan. Tetapi hati ini harus cekal. Perjuangan ini harus diteruskan. Kupinjam kata Sudirman:

Rindu hati ini inginku kembali, pada ayah bonda dan saudara 

Tetapi aku harus mencari rezeki, membela nasib kita bersama


Jadi aku, seperti para pelajar lain yang menuntut di satu bandar dingin (dan beku) di sekitar pergunungan dan loch di Scotland, terus bertekad untuk mengharungi perasaan hiba ini di setiap Hari Raya dengan hati yang tabah. Kebanyakan dari kami tak punya cukup wang untuk balik ke Malaysia pada Hari Raya, yang selalunya jatuh bukan pada musim cuti semester. Jadi, kami harus terus bertahan. When the going gets tough, the tough get going.

Kami tak pedulikan keresahan dan kesedihan di perantauan. Kami berpakat dan bersatu hati untuk menyambut hari kebesaran ini. Hari Raya ialah Hari Raya, walaupun di Scotland. Pelajar lelaki akan mengenakan baju Melayu lengkap dengan kain samping songket penuh dan yang perempuan siap dengan baju kurung atau kebaya, tanpa menghirau dingin cuaca. Semuanya kelihatan sungguh anggun, sungguh menawan. Dan ya, sungguh GLAM. Agaknya, mat dan minah saleh tempatan berfikir “Apalah yang sedang berlaku, ada perayaan pakaian tradisional agaknya?”

Dan apalah Hari Raya kalau tak ada juadah Hari Raya. Segala macam masakan dan juadah enak kami sediakan. Ada juga yang kami improvised. Pernah anda dengar lemang aluminium foil? Kami cuba sedaya upaya menyediakan yang terbaik, samada yang asli dan segar, atau sekadar mengggunakan makanan pek dari Brahim’s kiriman dari kampung.

Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar 

Walillah Ilham


Kami bertakbir dan bertahmid beramai-ramai di rumah dan di masjid. Sebenarnya di dunia ini, cuma orang Melayu sahaja yang bertakbir Raya dengan suara yang nyaring. Dan orang Melayu saja yang pakai baju Melayu pada Hari Raya, walaupun di negeri orang Putih. Well, orang Melayu jugalah yang ada banyak koleksi lagu Raya. Lagu-lagu raya yang wajib dari Tok Pah, DJ Dave, M Nasir, Sudirman, Fazidah Joned, P Ramlee dan Saloma. Dulu belum ada Tok Siti.

Time flies. Peristiwa beraya di perantauan sudah hampir berbelas tahun berlalu. Kembali ke tanahair, Hari Raya datang dan pergi. Lagu Dendang Perantau dan Dari Jauh Kupohon Maaf masih menjadi kemestian sewaktu Hari Raya. Belum puas membujang, si bonda tercinta sering membayangkan alangkah seronoknya kalau anak terunanya punya teman di Hari Raya.

“Mak carikanlah. Anak Mak ni setuju sahaja.” Hah, sejuk perut ibu bila mendengar anak lelakinya berkata begitu. Syurga di telapak kaki ibu. Aku akan berbuat semampuku untuk menjaga hatinya.

Yes. Memang seronok ber-Hari Raya bila sudah punya isteri. Terima kasih Mak kerana mencarikan aku seorang isteri yang cantik dan serba mencukupi. Cuma, bila hendak menyambut Hari Raya di rumah ibubapa siapa, soalan itu tiba-tiba ia menjadi tanda tanya (pun intended). Yang nyata bukan lagi secara otomatis di kampungku. OK, penyelesaiannya. Tiap tahun kami suami isteri setuju bergilir. Kalau tahun ini beraya di kampungku, tahun depan di kampung si isteri. Kecuali …

When I’m pregnant, Raya must be at my Mom’s.” Dan di tahun itu, sistem giliran tidak diambil kira. Wow! Lelaki, siapa kata keputusan di tangan kita. Mungkin ya kalau di pejabat atau di bilik mesyurat. Tapi tidak, bila soal nak beraya di kampung siapa. Sepuluh tahun perkahwinan, tolak empat kali pregnancy, bahagi dua.

“Mak rasa kamu dah jarang balik beraya dengan Mak.” Well, dear Mom you are the one who asked me to get married.

Bila bercakap tentang hendak balik Raya di mana, rasa sensitif semacam. Kadang kala erti beraya di kampung sendiri kita rasakan semacam jawapan ringkas panglima Salahuddin al Ayubi bila ditanya kesatria Balian of Ibelin tentang berapa nilai Jerusalem yang dimenanginya dari tentera Salib. It’s nothing, but it’s everything.

Pun begitu, Hari Raya tetap meriah. Terutama bila melayan kerenah anak-anak. Kami punya dua pasang anak-anak yang comel. Merekalah yang paling bergembira bila tiba Hari Raya. Dan siap sedialah para ibu dan bapa saudara sekelian, duit raya jangan dilupakan. Budak-budak ini menerima minimum yang merah, tapi warna unggu amat dialu-alukan.

Untuk Hari Raya, satu kemestian ialah corak dan warna pada baju Melayu dan baju kurung kami anak beranak, pasti sedondon. Sudah sepuluh kali raya kami sudah tak tahu nak pilih warna apa untuk tahun depan. “Ayang, apa kata kita pakai je baju-baju tahun lepas, what do you think?” Sememangnya soalan tadi berani kutulis tapi tak pula berani kuucapkan, walaupun kurasakan betul. Pesan seseorang kepada para suami, “Two secrets to keep your marriage brimming. Whenever you're wrong, admit it. Whenever you're right, shut up.”

“Abang! Ayang dah sedia.” Kulihat si isteri cukup menarik dengan busana anggun baju kurung pesak gantung diperbuat dari kain sutera Thai. “Tapi, yang beropol-ropol tu apa?” Sudah semacam fesyen si pereka yang diundi keluar dalam Project Runway pulak. Sebenarnya si isteri juga complaint kenapa tiap-tiap tahun aku cuma beli baju Melayu Johor (disclaimer: aku orang Perak) jahitan tulang belut sahaja. “That my dear is my prerogative.” Tapi, anak-anak kamilah yang paling teruja. Mereka nampaknya sudah bersedia untuk ber-Hari Raya di rumah datuk dan opah di kampung. Tahun ini di kampung si isteri. So, it’s nothing for me.

Klik! Satu gambar digital keluarga tipikal di suatu pagi Hari Raya nan indah. Senyuman ceria kami seiras senyuman di gambar para pelajar kita di luar negara.

Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf Zahir dan Batin.





-Glam-

04 August 2011

Faraway Places

It’s kind of trepidation, knowing that I sometimes would like to make myself ‘lost’ in solitude and seclusion, far and away from the madding crowd, faraway from everyone. Though, sometimes we did get ourselves lost in the busiest street in the busiest city.

Anyway below are some of the places I’ve been, where I had myself ‘lost’ for a while.

Tiruchchendur, Southern India. There’s abundance of sea coconut trees by the beach. The sea coconut is much (very much) tastier when eaten raw, unlike the preserved version. The beautiful beach is empty. The sand (or was it the pebbles) are multi coloured. It’s where the three great seas viz. the Arabian Sea, the Indian Ocean and the Bay of Bengal meet.

Goteborg, Vastergotland. I love the bread and the Gotland goat cheese. The tram and the Avenyn.

Kharbajaur, FATA near North West Frontier Province (where?). Ever seen snow capped mountain ranges? The hills, the barren land without vegetation. It was the major crossroad on the Silk Road. The tough but really nice Pashtuns people will greet you like brothers. There’s Kalashnikov AK-45 in most of their houses though.

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